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Blargh.

Mar 11, 2004 Suicidal Lemming link
Well, I'm probably gonna be out for awhile.
As several people have noticed I have become really hostile as of late. Certain people just act in a way that just annoys me, I know they aren't (for most of them) mean or anything it's just the way they act that drives me insane. I've been able to control myself for awhile but lately do to a few things in real life (gasp) I've lost this precious little thing that makes me, well, me.
Either it's me leaving for awhile or me getting really unpleasant to be around.

I'm sorry to those of you who have had to see this side of me, no one in real life has seen this side, not even my closest friend. I realize this side is really unpleasant but this is, I believe, the only time it has come out this much.

I'll go into detail if anyone cares.
Mar 11, 2004 electric27 link
Details aren't necessary, unless, you'd find telling them therapeutic or something, we've all been there. Good luck with what ever's going on and hope to see ya soon.
Mar 12, 2004 red cactus link
I STILL LOVE YOU LEMMING!

We're all just one big happy family here.

-rc
Mar 12, 2004 Pyro link
Heh, come back soon! ^_^

Actually, I've been there at some of the points when he's lost control, and frankly, I'd have done the same thing...

Hey, SL, will we still be playing Starcraft with silent every so often? :D
Mar 12, 2004 Forum Moderator link
I've been fortunate enough to miss experiencing your hostility, SL, but I respect you for stepping out until things cool down for you (and for doing it without flaming the whole place). I hope you will come back to us when you can.
Mar 12, 2004 Hoax link
Deep breath Lemming, its OK, we all know how it goes. Anyways...there will prolly be one of those nice Vendetta shared joy phases coming soon. Usually seems to follow the I can do whatever I want its a game to please the great me phase.
Mar 12, 2004 Zeratul link
I understand how you feel, Lemming. I'm in the same boat. Years of dealing with jerks at school has worn me down to the point that I ignite easily. Some people in Vendetta have seen me go thermal on others.

If I were a car engine, I'd be in serious need of an overhaul.
Mar 12, 2004 Spider link
I know far too well what you mean, Lemming.

And I'll miss you for one, You're a good guy, and well deserving of respect for knowing when to step away and take your breather.. I think you need it, don't feel pressured by us. :)

Mar 13, 2004 SirCamps link
SL, I was really impressed with you, in the days of the 18,000 hull Valkyrie armed with three 2000 dmg rail guns requiring no energy. You didn't abuse the potential power and was one of the few then-blue veterans that didn't turn to pirating and griefing. Sad to see you go.
Mar 14, 2004 furball link
Understand that all too well Lemming. Hope you can come back soon.

/me found his 1+ month enforced leave from Vendetta to be VERY refreshing and helpful.
Mar 14, 2004 Jm262 link
Laterz Suicidal Lemming, seeya around.

/me tried takeing a brake furball, it didn't work, now i'm more addicted than ever. :-P
Mar 28, 2004 Xorbital link
Yay Lemming returned! Hi Lemming
Mar 28, 2004 Suicidal Lemming link
Only for like, one hour.

The weekend is over. :(
Mar 28, 2004 Trigger link
wow. 18k hull valk? hehehe fun :)
Mar 28, 2004 zamzx zik link
I will miss you SL you and pie :( you made vendetta fun....and now I say "Pie!" all the time :)

and I care! tell me! :)

I will miss you.


to trigger (^.^ I fegot you are a n00b....yes....18k valk and all ships (valk,muad prommy) in 15...ahh and, no bots in 15 :) )
Mar 29, 2004 Trigger link
yes yes played for 9-10months now and im still a noob, heheh....
though i never was in vendetta back then so i wouldnt have known =P