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Jun 30, 2004 Urza link
This is more of a bored rant than a question. I am sitting in school right now, reformating the laptops to be sent out to the local elementry schools. And i am bored out of my mind. I have a few options though. I could get a bitof work that would take me to the elementry school on this side of the mountain. there is a public swimming pool over there, and a lot of people i know are lifeguarding or doing other work there. I could finish the box of rice krispies i have in front of me and make paper airplanes out of the box. I donno. give me some reasonable ideas...
Jun 30, 2004 Suicidal Lemming link
http://www.albartus.com/motas/
Jun 30, 2004 Pyroman_Ace link
eat the krispies
make the airplanes
take said airplanes to pool
throw them around and simulate "carrier" landings and takeoffs
Jun 30, 2004 Urza link
i love pyroman's idea.

Actualy, i just stopped by the pool to get something to eat. and DAMN. First of all, there was this gothic kinda girl there who i knew and had at one point a pretty good chance at her, if i had taken it. Because i am an IDIOT i passed that up. and DAMN. when she got out of the baggy all black shit and chains and into a 2 piece? damn!!!!!11 hothothothothothothothothot!!!

Of course, i couldn't even try to get near her because i had my arm around the girl i've been "friends" with for the past month or so. However, she was fully dressed.

This is the kind of time when you look back on desisions you've made in the past and think "i did all right." or "i'm a f***ing retard."
Jun 30, 2004 Jm262 link
This is the kind of time when you look back on desisions you've made in the past and think "i did all right." or "i'm a f***ing retard."

Ohhhhh Yeah. I've made a lot of the "i'm a f***king retard" decisions. My God they were stupid.
Jun 30, 2004 Hoax link
mmmm Motas, save me from productivity ... ooh I caught the head! now what?...
Jun 30, 2004 harvestmouse link
>>when she got out of the baggy all black shit and chains and into a 2 piece? damn!!!!!11 hothothothothothothothothot!!!<<
heh... always be suspicious of girls who wear baggy all black shit and chains... j/k -_~

>>Ohhhhh Yeah. I've made a lot of the "i'm a f***king retard" decisions. My God they were stupid. <<
you bet =D. quoting you:
"I'm going to live till forty... going to have a lot of xxx do drugs and do myself in"
me: "and you're going to be an EMT?"
"yea! I'm high and saving your life!"
/me runs!!
Jul 01, 2004 Urza link
does anyone here actualy think they'll even make it to 40? If no.. There's the king of stupid decisions. He/she will use that as an excuse to have fun, even if it means she could dieeee
Jul 01, 2004 Pyroman_Ace link
Dude, I know when Im gonna die, my Birth Certificate has an expiration date on it...


No, I figure, Im gonna join the USAF after graduation, then get shipped off to some rathole country where Im gonna get blown up by some stupid roadside bomb...if Im lucky I'll live to be 30...

As for the "Im a f***ing retard" and the gothic girl bit...lemme tell you some stuff..

A) Im ex-gothic, Im talking I was demonic man. But those gothic girls, they will do ANYTHING in bed (im serious, and Im rubbing this slightly in Urza's face)

B) I am a retard, if we all reach 40 we're gonna be in some sorry shape overall Im thinking hmm?
Jul 02, 2004 Urza link
hah. Yeah yeah yeah. So they'll do lots of shit. But there are more cons than pros in this situation..

pros:
Hot girl with big jugs after the all black and chains come off.
Possibly willing to do anything in bed.

Cons:
Being with a deranged pycho. Almost all the goth girl i've ever known tend to have issues.

Being with a girl with a possible blood fetish. Most gothic girls i know like blood. be it in the form of cutting themselves or biting others.

Being with a girl who's far from the brightest of the bunch. Come on. Does being good in bed make up for her being bad everywhere else?

It just wou;n't be right. I'm a bit redneck hick mofo. That and goth really doesnt mix.
Jul 02, 2004 Pyroman_Ace link
Yes, now I see how your outside world views it...

I can see the small redneck/goth mixing problem, they dont really go well together under even the best situations.

However, some goths are pretty smart (just dont call them smart, otherwise they are liable to jump over a table/chair etc etc and make YOU bleed)

The blood fetish, well uhmmm, how do I put this nicely, YEAH! Most do.
Jul 02, 2004 Urza link
hehehe.. I take it you like blood? sicko.. ;)
Jul 02, 2004 Pyroman_Ace link
used to, got a lobotomy and POOF, ALL BETTETR!!!

No, I was never one of the cutters, I just hate the entire idea propped up by our society and how the Corporation rules the government and all the Corporation wants is money so they stop caring for their common man and instead only cater to the money and the power.
I also hate 98% of the human race because we're the only species actively destroying our own habitat claiming we're making it better...thus that makes US the smartest species on the planet? Yeah, suffocating is real smart...
Jul 02, 2004 Suicidal Lemming link
"cutters" most often have depression. (known from first hand experience)
Jul 03, 2004 Pyroman_Ace link
And SL, do I seem like a depressed person to you...

I mean Doc, I want your professional opinion...honestly, do I fit the profile?
Jul 03, 2004 harvestmouse link
(heh... it's hard to tell if someone's depressed. I wouldn't know if LemLem were depressed just by talking to him.)

btw, I thought cutting yourself was stress relief... are you really saying that all the people I know who cut themselves are possibly depressed?

hmm. or maybe they have a blood fetish.
Jul 03, 2004 Suicidal Lemming link
Pyroman, do I seem like a depressed person to you?
If you say no, tell that to my two bottles of antidepressants.
Jul 03, 2004 Forum Moderator link
This site is a pretty accurate source of info, though I can't vouch for the links from it (because I didn't check 'em):

http://www.focusas.com/SelfInjury.html

The bottom line is that cutting is a maladaptive coping strategy that leads, among other things, to difficulty in familial, romantic, and working relationships. It's hard to be a cutter, and hard to be involved with a cutter.

The solution often is to find other coping strategies to deal with stong emotion. It's not as simple as it sounds, because for some people cutting works very quickly (and so do drugs, etc.) without a lot of effort. Cutters often get frustrated with early attempts to find more adpative ways to cope, and just give upand go back to what they know. Cutters who have "made it" report great relief that they don't have to hide the marks, lie, deal with the frustration/sadness/hurt/anger of those close to them, or run away to cut. The key is to recognize when a situation is getting stressful and to start using other coping skills early so that the emotion doesn't reach "critical mass".
Jul 03, 2004 Urza link
maybe they should try seeing a ****ing psychologist.
Jul 03, 2004 Forum Moderator link
Yup, a psychologist or therapist could help develop new coping skills. Psychiatrist are more likely to just prescribe medications, which might take a little bit of the edge off (which can be helpful) but doesn't address the heart of the problem.